OOPS!  You're looking for the New Journal by beowulf42?  Really?  He decided not to write anymore at least not as beowulf42.  This is actually Tim Mocarski's journal now.  He's one and the same person, but decided to come back as a real person in the fake world.  What you're really looking for is the New Journal by him.  I know you're wondering why the journal pages linked you here if this page doesn't really exists, except in your imagination, but the truth of the matter is that the webmaster here was too damn lazy to go in and change the code on the journal page.  So if you want to read new stuff, you actually have to go to the New Journal Page.  I hope that clears things up for you.  If not, well, there's not much else I can say or do for you except for: